Monday, February 26, 2024

The Toughest Decision; Luke 22:39-46

 *Recommended Reading--Hebews 11-12:7

For the remainder of the season of Lent we will be looking at the passion narrative of Jesus.  We will not cover it all in these next few weeks, and we will not pick it up again until next winter, though we will look at the Last Supper text on World Communion Sunday.  Last week, we saw Jesus tempted in the desert wilderness.  Today He faces His toughest decision.  This is truly the “more opportune time” for which Satan had been waiting.  We know this because we will hear Jesus say next week to the chief priests and temple officers that came to arrest Him that this was the “hour and the power of darkness” that belonged to them. 

But I don’t think that was the only way Satan was at work.  Though the devil isn’t visible in today’s text like he was in last week’s text, the power of temptation is great with Jesus.  Most of us don’t have conversations with the devil.  We don’t have little angels and devils on our shoulders like they used to show in the old cartoons, but we wrestle with temptation.  We wrestle in our minds, with our flesh, with our wills, and yes, even with our emotions.  Just like last week, Jesus is tempted whether or not He will love God with all of His heart, soul, strength and mind.  This temptation doesn’t come in three different incidences like His time in the desert.  This is one big temptation.  He is tested in every way—with His all of His soul/life—Will He sacrifice His life to save humanity?  With all of His strength—all the pain He is about to endure, the beatings, the crown of thorns, the scourging, and crucifixion.  Even this time in the Garden left Him physically exhausted so that once again, just like in the wilderness, angels come to minister to Him.  He was tested with all of His heart—Will He still align His will with the Father’s?  We know from the other gospels that it was 3 times that He asked the Father to “remove this cup from” Him and said, yet ‘not My will, but Yours be done.” 

Matthew’s gospel tells us that Jesus had been praying an hour before He went to wake the disciples the first time!  This is laboring in prayer.  Like the disciples, I struggle to pray for an hour, especially about a single, yet significant subject.  I find it easier to spend time praying through a litany of requests, and if I am part of a prayer group, I can pray for an hour.  The disciples could have been praying with each other.  Jesus had given them a topic, “that you might not enter into temptation.”  This was Jesus’s request for Himself as well. He was praying that He might not fall to temptation.  He needed strength to pass the test!  We can say that it was easier for Jesus than for us, but I don’t think so.  We don’t have a test where literally the fate and weight of the whole world is resting on us!  We might sympathize with the disciples because, as we will learn in the Christ in the Passover program on March 19, that the disciples had 2 more cups of wine than Jesus did, but Luke’s gospel tells us that the disciples didn’t fall asleep the second time from the very late hour or from being tipsy, but because they “were sleeping from sorrow.”  Despite the joy of celebrating the Passover feast, it ended with a very heavy tone.  Having observed Jesus from a distance, having heard Him speak of His death multiple times, they are depressed.  I think all of us can identify with times when we have gotten heavy news or have been depressed to the point that you are exhausted and need a nap.  It is natural for the body to want to do this.  We just need to be sure we aren’t sleeping too much when then happens.  Just as Jesus again wakes the disciples and tells them to pray, prayer can be part of our healing and getting strength in times of depression and temptation.  But now the time of praying has come to end.  Jesus’s enemies come to the garden to arrest Him.  From here on out, it will be a long, hard night.  Don’t wait until it’s too late to pray.  Pray first! 

Prayer is work.  Prayer is doing something.  Jesus strove in prayer for Himself and for us.  Blood was mingled with His sweat.  This is a real medical phenomenon called hematidrosis that happens under conditions of extreme exertion involving distress or fear, thought to be related to our “fight or flight response”.  When we think of Jesus shedding His blood for our sins, we think immediately of the cross, of Him getting pierced in the side.  We think about the nail prints in His hands and feet, we think of the blood from the crown of thorns.  Some of us think of the brutal scouring, but how many of us think about the fact that Jesus shed His blood for us beginning in the garden?  This story is not new to us, but I hope we pause to think about its significance.  Jesus wasn’t just praying for Himself.  The world was on His mind. He thought of His disciples.  He wanted there to be another way, “Father, if You are willing, remove this cup from Me.”  If there’s any other way…This was the Father’s will.

In Hebrews 12, the writer encourages the Hebrew church facing persecution to remember the saints that have gone before them who are cheering them on to persevere and to keep their eyes on Jesus, their example and Savior.  The author tells the readers in verse 4, “You have not yet resisted to the point of shedding blood in your striving against sin.”  The author is warning them that persecution is going to get a whole lot worse and that some of them are likely to face the things as did the saints of old, but the author also talks about the discipline that comes from the hand of the Lord, as consequences for sin.  I hear the writer saying in Hebrews 12, “Look, I know it is hard, but what you are going through, others have gone through, even Jesus, and He did it for you.  You can keep the faith.  The saints are cheering you on.  Besides, you haven’t even shed blood in trying to resist temptation. You aren’t even working that hard to stay out of sin.”  Persecution is hard, but have you even prayed about it?  Have you prayed for endurance?  Have you prayed so that you will not enter into temptation when it comes?  The writer of Hebrews is not saying, “Bad things won’t happen to you if you just pray enough and have enough faith.”  He’s saying, “Prayer will help increase your faith so that you will be able to endure when harder things come.”  You don’t even pray enough about the temptations you face now!  Jesus sweat blood to resist temptation!  One of my former missionary colleagues still serving with A3, the agency I served with in Japan, recently participated in leading a training called, “Resilience in Persecution” in a Southeast Asian country where it is difficult to be a Christian.  She writes, “This week I got some feedback from a participant and leader at the recent module we did for the Persecuted church. Some of the feedback that they gave was the surprise that, in our approach to resilience and endurance in persecution, one big piece of that was their love relationship with God and their spiritual habits and how they are continually restoring themselves in that spiritual vibrancy and life... and how that habit and that formational kind of experience, it strengthens them to endure in persecution—prepares them.  Just as Jesus was preparing for the great persecution that was facing Him, these believers are prepared because they know the Father.  They spend time with Him.  If we are to be prepared for persecution and trials, we need to know the Father.  We need to spend time in prayer and in the Word. 

My favorite scene in the Passion of the Christ by Mel Gibson is the 3rd scene.  There’s so much I love about how Mel Gibson has done this scene.  This scene depicts that third time that Jesus went away today.  He has already gone to wake up and rebuke the disciples.  In fact, that’s how this movie opens.  It shows Jesus praying and then going to the disciples.   In Scene 4, all of Jesus's prayers come straight from Scripture, specifically from the psalms.  Other than, “Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from Me, yet not My will, but Yours be done,” we don’t know what all Jesus prayed.  However, it is extremely likely that His prayers did indeed come from the Psalms.  The psalms were the Book of Common Prayer of the time.  We know that He had them memorized.  More than one scholar has described the psalms as the prayers of Christ.  At least one has said they are the prayers of Christ for Christ in you.  Many of the psalms were prophecies of Jesus’s life, particularly about His passion.  We know from His time of temptation in the wilderness that He would use Scripture to resist temptation.  The psalms cover every human emotion and situation.  Because they are the prayers of Christ for Christ in us, we can pray them too.  Even if you don’t have whole psalms memorized, familiarize yourself enough with them, so you know where to go when you face temptations.  You can make notes in your Bible.  Note whether the psalm is a prayer of praise, of thanksgiving, of confession, a plea for help, a warning, etc.  Pick some that speak to you and keep them at hand for reference.  Make praying the psalms a practice.  Pray through them regularly.  You can make it part of your Lenten discipline to pray at least one Psalm a day. 

Just like in the desert, Jesus is prayed up before the hard things happen.  The ending of the scene 4 in The Passion is my favorite part.  Jesus stomps the head of the serpent, hearkening back to the promise of Genesis 3:15 that the serpent will bruise the heel of the seed of the woman, and indeed, Jesus will be more than just a little bruised, by the serpent, but the serpent is crushed, defeated!  Jesus wins; Satan does not.  That look that Jim Caviezel gives Satan right as he stomps the serpent is a look of triumphal contempt.  His face is a flint.  He shows Jesus has fully given in to the Father’s will, and whatever comes, this look of fierce determination remains, even as his face is twisted with pain and agony, there is a resoluteness to follow through to the end without wavering, without giving up.  It’s such a great depiction of what we see in Scripture.  Jesus is strong through all these trials even as His body grows weaker.  This time of prayer in the garden with angels ministering to Him has given Him the strength and the resolve to carry on.  If we are truly committed to doing the Father’s will, we too should not hesitate to follow through on what God has clearly shown us.  The time of questioning is over.  If we don’t know the next step, we go back to God in prayer, but once we know, we are called to follow through no matter the cost, no matter how crazy it seems to us.  Like Jesus, like Mary His mother, may we be committed to doing the will of God, even when faced with the toughest decision.


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